my rantings.

2007-02-07T05:30:00.000-08:00

frustrated.

Lord.. i pray that .............................................................
not by my strength but Yours.

2007-02-04T05:49:00.000-08:00

praise God!!
this whole afternoon my phone abit siao siao la.
cannot hear anything when i make or receive phone calls.
just now came home n tried again.
still cannot.
so decided to pray and then when i tried, can already!!
=))

these 3 days had conference w ps ulf ekman.
it was good. esp ytd's
summarize into 3 main topics
blessings. missions. holy spirit.
=)
and tts basically my weekend

2007-02-01T05:05:00.000-08:00

THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD
I dreamed I had an interview with God. So you would like to interview me? God asked.If you have the time I said. God smiled. My time is eternity.What questions do you have in mind for me?What surprises you most about humankind?God answered...That they get bored with childhood,they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.That they lose their health to make money...and then lose their money to restore their health.That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future."That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.Gods hand took mineand we were silent for a while.And then I asked...As a parent, what are some of lifes lessons you want your children to learn?To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others.To learn to forgiveby practicing forgiveness.To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those they love, and it can take many years to heal them. To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most,but is one who needs the least.To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not yet learned how to express or show their feelings.To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves."Thank you for your time," I said humbly. "Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"God smiled and said, Just know that I am here... always. -author unknown

super meaningful. the actual presentation can be viewed at
http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/ !

Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God."- Matthew 5:9
"Integrity is one of several paths. It distinguishes itself from the others because it is the right path and the only one upon which you will never get lost."- M.H. McKee
"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive."- Eleonora Duse
"Kindness is the language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see."- Mark Twain
"Faith is the strength by which a shattered world shall emerge into the light."- Helen Keller
"This is courage to bear unflinchingly what heaven sends."- Euripedes
"Hope is faith holding out its hand in the dark."- George Iles
"We must not only give what we have; we must also give what we are."- Desire-Joseph Mercier
"I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love."- Mother Teresa
"Never think that God's delays are God's denials. Hold on, Hold fast, Hold out. Patience is genius."- Comte Georges Louis Leclerc de Buffon
"The great thing in this world is not so much where we are, but in what direction we are moving."- Oliver Wendell Holmes
"A single grateful thought raised to heaven is the most perfect prayer."- Gotthold Ephraim Lessing
"Pride is concerned with who is right. Humility is concerned with what is right."- Ezra Taft Benson
"Forgiveness is the answer to the child's dream of a miracle by which what is broken is made whole again, what is soiled is again made clean."- Dag Hammarskjold
"We must come to see that peace is not merely a distant goal we seek, but it is a means by which we arrive at that goal. We must pursue peaceful ends through peaceful means."- Martin Luther King, Jr.
http://www.pathways-to-peace.com !

2007-01-28T07:17:00.000-08:00

Happiness is..

.. finding wisdom and understanding
.. living in the NOW
.. a way of mind
.. love
.. a result of discipline
.. activity with Purpose
.. avoiding the traps of the world
.. sowing generously
.. learning to rejoice
.. looking on the sunny side
.. living in accordance with Your Beliefs
.. freedom from fear
.. learning to forgive others.. and yourself
.. having happy friends
.. a thank ful heart
.. learning how to endure hardships with patience and trust
.. learning not to judge others
.. counting your blessings
..learning to worry less and trust God more
.. accepting God's abundance
.. using ur talents
.. learning to control negative emotions
.. learning to accept the past
.. losing the loser's limp by overcoming excuses
.. listening to your conscience
.. a choice
.. seen through the lens of God's love
.. having hope for the future, having faith in God
.. the right kind of input
.. walking with God's son..!

summary of the book written by dr a.r bernard.
happiness is.. a way of mind.. a way of life
really good boook.
went for svc e past 2 days
i love the way dr a r bernard preaches la!
haha. and i seriously have barely enough time.
ahh.

2007-01-22T04:59:00.000-08:00

haha it's been a long time since's i've blogged.
since Claudia has blogged down her 10 beliefs.
I shall too!
realized tt i ahve many tt are similar to hers. interestinggg. hahaha.

1.in God
2.submission to God's will. and that everything will turn out the best it cld be, if i trust in Him.
3. in doing things willingly. if you want to do it, dont complain. want to complain, dont do.
4. honesty is not the best policy. it is the ONLY policy.
5. that God has a special one arranged for meeee! haha. so i believe that ur first love CAN be the one ur gonna spend ur life with. if He's the one God has planned for.
6. nothing is impossible.
7. in faith, love and hope!
8. in the power of focus.
9. that love is patient, love is kind. it never fails. =)
10. standing firm in what i believe in :)

2007-01-12T20:24:00.000-08:00

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him when the class began; he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things---God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else---the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Pla y with your children. Spend time with your parents. Visit with grandparents. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first---the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled and said, "I'm glad you asked."The coffee just shows you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

meaningful..

2007-01-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

so how did i spend the last day of 2006?
steamboat w e406. playing blindmice n some catching game at the play ground. hahaha!
super fun.
after tt played other stupid (yet entertaining) games til 4+ b4 i reached home at 5am!
so i ended this yr w fun :)

2006 has beeeeeeen... great!
i wld say tt 've grown closer to God. much closer.
thru out this yr i've made many many great frens! e406!
and i reallly ended the yr HAPPPPILY!
so glad tt i was lifted up from the lowest period of my life this yr.
n honestly it was by God's grace.
hoho. whats past is past.
" Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal..."

2007 is gonnna be...... even greater!
im believing God for that!
gonna focus on A levels (since it's the A levels im gonna believe MANY As for that :D),
and improving on soccer!
and serving God (i've just joined e usher ministry hoho)
and loving everyone around me esp God and my family and my dearest frens. which really means everyone actually hahaha!

okay. i dont really know who else visits this abandoned blog anymore seriously. hahaha!
dont think i'll update tt often.
maybe once a month? i'll try to!
really dont have the time. haha
okay. may 2007 be a GREAT yr for everyone!

2006-12-30T07:50:00.000-08:00

What's my passion?

Having done all I can with what God has placed in my hands, my deepest desire is to walk worthy of all that Christ has done for me through His work on the cross.

2006-12-30T07:42:00.000-08:00

probaby one of the best things tt happened in 2006! :)

2006-12-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

Xmas Stocking

leave a gift for lifeofakitty

get your stocking

2006-12-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

C H R I S T M A S S E R V I C E !

2006-12-05T04:25:00.000-08:00

In the classic tale Alice in Wonderland,

Alice says to the Cheshire Cat, "Would you tell me, please, which way ought I go from here?"

"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat.

"I don't much care where," said Alice.

"Then it doesn't matter which way you go," replied the Cat.

2006-12-01T19:49:00.000-08:00

past week has beeen.... busy. esp the last 2 days.
had bs from 1-6 on both thurs n fri!
completed getting started in 2 days instead of the supposedly 10 weeks woohoo!
n another one frm 7-8 on thurs! last lesson of cic!!
so now moving on to christian lifestyle n hopefulllly there'll be another crash course.
ytd was super tiring. training frm 8-11. bs frm 1-5+. cg frm 6.30-10. reached home at 12am. 0_0.
but oh well. din feel tired. hahaa.

Dear God, Thank you for loving me and giving me Your all.
When i grow up, i will still be serving you.
I want to know you more, i want to love you more.
I will never forget You Lord.
In Jesus's name, Amen.
I long to know You more, You are a great big God.
I'm young and do not know alot, come and be my all.
I want to love You more, giving You my life and all.
You died for me, You sacrificed, I wont forget You Lord.
I love You Jesus, I'll grow up knowing You.
I love You Jesus, i'll grow up serving You.
I love You Jesus, my life is saved by You.
I'll never forget,never forget i'll grow up loving You.

one of the songs produced by the cityharvestchildren's church. the lyrics of the song is just very.... sincere.. heartfelt.. yup.

it's the month of december. & as we're moving on to the new yrrr.
just wanna thank God for always being there.
blessing me in countless ways.
creating me for who i am.
placing me in my family & amongst my friends.
for being my superdadddy in heaven.
for guiding me.
for loving me.
for always forgiving me.
for pulling me thru this whole yr.
for letting me know tt even when the world goes down, He'll nv forsake me.
n most imptly, i thank Him & love Him for simply being my God.

2006-11-28T18:22:00.000-08:00

YOU KNOW YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME
AND I COULD NEVER SEE, THE TWO OF US APART
AND YOU KNOW I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU,
AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO
I PROMISE YOU MY HEART

I BUILD MY WORLD AROUND YOU AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I NEED YOU LIKE I'VE NEVER NEEDED ANYONE BEFORE

CHORUS
I LIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU,
I WANNA BE BY YOUR SIDE
IN EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO,
AND IF THERE'S ONLY ONE THING
YOU CAN BELIEVE IS TRUE –
I LIVE MY LIFE - FOR YOU

I DEDICATE MY LIFE TO YOU,
AND KNOW THAT I WOULD DIE FOR YOU
BUT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST FOREVER,
AND I WOULD ALWAYS BE WITH YOU
AND THERE IS NOTHING WE CAN'T DO,
AS LONG AS WE'RE TOGETHER
I JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU,
AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I NEED YOU LIKE I’VE NEVER NEEDED ANYONE BEFORE

2006-11-13T07:11:00.000-08:00

this blog will be on HIATUS.

til then.

2006-11-13T04:46:00.000-08:00

indecisive pple are irritating (and i have to admit im one of them ha)
but its even more irritating of pple who are decisive (yes maybe) but dont keep their word.
really gets on my nerves man.
esp when it happens every-so-often.

2006-11-11T18:05:00.000-08:00

You are faithful and true
Glorious Lord
all my life it is You I adore
You've touched my soul
completed my world
I surrender to You

2006-11-10T20:32:00.000-08:00

lets say there is this zookeeper who had a zoo.
and there were quite mannyyy animals.
elephants. rabbits. horses. sheeps. tigers. lions. blah blah blah.
but the zookeeper only showed favour upon the *ahem* beautiful swan.
he forgot to feed the other animals (?!?!) and din take proper care of them very often.
it was like a "i-happy-then-i-feed-you" and "you-hungry-it's-your-problem-dont-find-me" attitude.
however, the swan was always well groomed. (?! nv heard of any1 grooming a swan b4 haha but heck)
so the other animals were kinda unhappy and had a riot withthe zookeeper.
after the riot, for some reason or other. the zookeeper started to treat the other animals better.
mayb bcos the zookeeper really understood how the other animals felt.
or maybe the zookeeper just wanted to save the trouble of fighting the riot so he gave in.
but even so, the other animals cld see that only the swan was in the zookeeper's mind.
taking care of the other animals can be said to be only an.. obligation.
while taking care of the swan was out of his own will and pleasure.
soon, the whole cycle repeated. a few times.
as the saying goes, a leopard nv change its spots.
the zookeeper nv change its i-duno-what. haha.
the other animals got kinda tired and completely lost faith in the zookeeper.
but thank goodness they had each other to depend on.
-the end-.

2006-11-10T08:44:00.000-08:00

sentosa with e soccer girls todayyy.
played vball.
too bad i had to leave rather early. saddd.
rushed down for cg.
went to angmokio for latedinner/supper n had qiu lian ban mian after that haaha
church tmr
wooohoo.

2006-11-07T23:12:00.000-08:00

HELLO WORLD!
this is misstayhuiping reporting (:
hahaha bekah lx and qi jst left yl's house.
bekah was tipsytipsytipsy!
omg she drank sooooooooo much!
and WE COOKED OUR OWN LUNCH :D
everyone must agree misstay's a good cook.
her cheese omelette was ooolalala!
onghuiqi jst slacked all e wayyyy.
linxin cooked noodles fr us!
and yulin was e maid,helping us wash our dishes PERFECT HOUSEWIFE PLEASE.
ANYWAY
..
it's damn damn fun and cosy jst sitting under e big umbrella at yl's balcony,
talking and drinking with best friends (:
i want moremoremoremoremoreeee of these outings!
low-budget-total-bonding-sessions hahahaha.
we should really do this more often okay babes!
i was feeling damn nauseous jst now,because of e absolute vodka.
(there goes my resolution of staying away from alcohol!)
BUT
i still had fun anyhow!
now we are resting(e alcohol still has its effects) before heading down to e beach later.
i love my kitty,she's snoring on e bed now HAHAHA.
okayyy i shall end here,i sound so childish e entire post(:
PING SAYS BYE!

TO LINXIN:
i love love love loveeeeeeeeee you!
stay strong (:
you're one of e most perfect girl i've ever met.

2006-11-05T04:44:00.000-08:00

so arise & build started ytd.
the presence of God was really strong.
hmm havent felt like this for a long time i guess.
which is good.
n i realize quiet time do make a difference. a great one infact.
haha.

all of my troubles
all of my life i give to You my King.

went to bedok to eat after that w my cg anddddd reached home at 11+.
slpt at 1+.
slping late is very bad man.
end up slping almost the whole afternoon cos was feeling sooo tired.

and my calfs are still aching from fri's training la.
save meeeeee.

2006-11-03T10:37:00.000-08:00

someth mr au said during training
that have been ringing in my head til now

if you lose something, what makes u think you're gonna have it back?

haha. anyway. pt today. i think i need more blood or someth. giddy v easily. tsk tsk. i know what to eat to counter this. pig liver. muahahaha.

Earth teach me to remember.

2006-11-03T10:25:00.000-08:00

Earth teach me stillness
as the grasses are stilled with light.

Earth teach me suffering
as old stones suffer with memory.

Earth teach me humility
as blossoms are humble with beginning.

Earth teach me caring
as the mother who secures her young.

Earth teach me courage
as the tree which stands all alone.

Earth teach me limitation
as the ant which crawls on the ground.

Earth teach me freedom
as the eagle which soars in the sky.

Earth teach me resignation
as the leaves which die in the fall.

Earth teach me regeneration
as the seed which rises in the spring.

Earth teach me to forget myself
as melted snow forgets its life.

Earth teach me to remember kindness
as dry fields weep with rain.

2006-11-03T09:01:00.000-08:00

faith is the MASTER of fear
courage is going on, ahead, INSPITE OF fear.

Faith means.. Forsaking All, I Trust Him.

cg today was good :)

2006-11-01T21:39:00.000-08:00

woohoo. i finished my i&r alr =)
have been on my computer for the last 3 hours trying to do it.
haha. not without many distractions tho.

hmm. fasting as a whole cg today.
this coming week's the first week arise and build campaign!
gonna last for 6 mths.
sort of know what amount to pledge alr.
really hope that in this 6 mths, i'll be able to stretch my faith.
and God will be able to work thru me.
and hopefully the target amt will be exceeded of cos.
yup.

was sooo tired ytd i slpt at 10 plus. n woke up at 10 or someth
woohoo. it's been a long time since i had a 12-hours slp!
andd i reallly need a source of income plsssss.
job agency plssss calllll meeeeee backkkkkkkkkkk.

2006-11-01T05:14:00.000-08:00

soo. im really broke right now. only left 5 bucks for the week la.
*BIG HINT TO WHOEVER WHO OWES ME MONEY*
haha.
training today. well, honestly thought i wld die.
well, i think i din die tt badly as i thoguht i wld, but i still kinda died. haa
at least the run was completed.
after training bathed in sch.
haha! omg. miss panda went into the cubicle w/o any water supple LOL oops.
and 4 of us survived w my kodomo! i like e smell sia. haa
went tp for lunch.
the food's good and cheap.
and the sch's really nice.
after tt watch prestige at tm.
nice movie. w a good plot.
but still, i thoguht it was overrated.
yup.
after tt went to buy tissue prata.
while eating on e way home, i chewed til my jaws were super tired.
oh well and met a mad guy who really freaked me out.
got this point of time, was really scared man.
cos there was only me, an uncle, and him in the lower deck.
if the uncle were to alight, i think i will alight w him la.
thakn gdness he wasnt sitting nxt to me.
yup. tmr shall stay at home e whole day i guess.
Cya.

You said you'd change
But I'm afraid
It's something I won't live to see

It's seems so strange
That sometimes fate
Can appear to be so real
And yet turn out to be a fantasy

Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises

Same old game ( Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)

Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you

haha... a1.. -.-

2006-10-30T06:20:00.000-08:00

went to nus on sunday for a frenly. one thing about myself, i really gotta improve on my fitnesssssss n many other things la.

today's officially the first day of hol. slpt at 4am last night. damn tired today la! but the well disciplined me looked up for jobs on classified this morning! =) . called up this agency n went for this interview. hopefullllly there's job available w goodpay n wont clash w other stuff ba.

tmr collecting results slip + op + mayb playing tennis after tt hahaa.

feeling monotonous now. bye bye.

2006-10-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

alright. this post is gonna be quite long. haha..

pictures taken in hongkong...

at the victoria peak.

disneyland ride!

i took a photo with BELLE!!

at the repulse bay.

now shall update about yesterday =) went for cell. then chiong frm serangoon to orchard la! in like.. ard half an hour. pro ? hahaa! met them at marche. i ate caramel banana w waffles HOHOHO.

we proceeded on to the balcony after that. there so slack la! din even bother to check our ids or whatsoever even tho we were really acting like noobs there. commenting on our drinks n taking photos w kiddy poses HAHA. oh and we saw a few of the jue dui superstar finalists too! anyway. we got the swinggg seats! kinda fun. n its really a nice place to chill n hangout ba.

me hq n hp then proceeded to hp's house. haha. with our little noob can of vodka HAHAHA. and hp n hq ah. damn high la! click on my youtube link to watch the videos man. wahahaha. damn entertaining. look at the 2 red tomatoes!

stopped for a while after tt cos hp's dad was coming soon. her dad rocks leh. look at the amount of food he brought. THANKS UNCLE! and hahaha. we finished everything =) . e food even attracted 2 cats to us la. omg.
slept at 4.30 til 6.30 like tt at her poolside. very cold ah!! couldnt really slp. the moment there's wind .. BRR. hahaha. took a cab home. and slpt til 11 =)

had loads of fun la. hahahaha. nxt slpover, there shall be full atttendance k.

get well soon to lx n jm!

gg for church later w yx n amandaaa!

k CYA.

2006-10-27T00:00:00.000-07:00

ah. i kinda regret not watching the prestige w e cls ytd.

anyone wants to watch WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEE.

saw this n i found it meaningful.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and the wisdom to know the difference

Living one day at a time;
enjoying one moment at a time;
accepting hardship as the pathway to peace.

Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is
not as I would have it.

Trusting that He will make all things right,
if I surrender to His will.

That I may be reasonably happy in this life,
and supremely happy with Him forever in the next.

2006-10-26T09:57:00.000-07:00

terrible headache.

anyway. today's supposedly e last day of sch la.
haa. din go sch. woke up kinda late
went to meet sh n amanda at siglap macs haha..chitchatchitchat
then went w amanda to meet justine shiyi weilin ! mahjongg.
oh man. amanda the mahjong nooB!
hmm after tt went oldairport road eat dinner w chu
n fast chiong to bugis to meet may they all.
oh man so sorry to may for being soooo late!
but i bet yx n hp did a great job entertaining u right haha =)
anyway b4 tt. hahaha. met yx n hp for a teeeny weeeny while.
took neoprints tt cheated us. and yx's n hp's art standard.. comparable to mine loh. HAHA.
then went to meet may cherlyn jennifer.
to cherlyn: ur pineapple kinda rocks? haha.
hm and im really glad tt nobody in our cls will get shifted out or someth. yup.

once bitten. twice shy.
it's dumb if u let it happen thrice.
altho i may be really fickle about small little things in life.
but there are some things. once i've decided. i know there's no turning back anymore. yea.
when it is gone, it is gone.

2006-10-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

so im back. :)
have uploaded pics to my webshots.
kinda lazy to upload in this entry.
it was a rather nice trip i suppose.
e food reallly rocks. roasted goose. dimsum. eggtartsssss. and the xiao chi by the roads at ladies street there.. the SOTONG. haha!
shopped til i dropped.
i liked victoria peak :)
disneyland was o-kay.
tsim sa zui (duno how to spell la) was gd for shopping.
but e weather was kinda bad. everybody keep telling me it will be v cooling cos its autumn blah blah but its still like sg la. e tourguide said its cos of global warming. in 20 yrs time, no more winter for hk.haa.
ay. but the last 2 days. i did kinda miss sg.

2006-10-19T09:10:00.000-07:00

today's a super slack day la.

went to sch - as usual. but i only went for maths lecture (in which i ended up stoning all e way -.-). skipped chem lecture n gp hahaha. spent those 2 hours plus plus playing current+heart attack w some of my clsmates.

met justine n huimin the PONNERS at katong for lunch after tt.. prata! met sh on the bus.. to go to justine's hse for MJ!anyway. sh brought meesiam tt her mum cooked. v nice lah! i think i ate quite alot of it haha! after tt hq came! mj mj mj. yup

after tt met hp for dinner at parkway. :)

rather excited about the post promo activities la.

no sch tmr.. well at least for me. haha. k. rather slpy alr. gdnight.

2006-10-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

got my results today. quite ok lah i guess. yea. praying hard for the people who might get retained ba. dont be discouraged!

3 more days to hk!

i feel like ponning sch tmr.

1. My "ex" is still... non existent
2. I am listening... "hold me close"
3. Maybe I should... sleep early tonight
4. I love... LOVING everything around me. :)
5. My best friend... understands me.
6. I don't understand... how fast things can change.
7. I lost... myself b4 n got myself BACK!
8. People say... nothing lasts forever, but i dont believe thats true. (britney spears song LOL)
9. The meaning of my screen name is... i rock. hahaha.
10. Love is... patient, love is kind. love never fails.
11. Somewhere, someone is... THINKING OF MEEEE TOO!
12. I will always... stand firm to my belief :)
13. Forever seems... like a never ending road.
14. I never ever want to... stray away frm God, lose my family n friends, live w major regrets.
15. My cell phone is... u-g-l-y.
16. When I woke up this morning... the sky was dark :(
17. I get annoyed... very easily at either people i dislike or people i care alot about. wierd.
18. Parties are... filled with balloons and party poppers and food and fun man!
19. My pet(s) are... non existent
20. Kisses are the best when... it is childlike. hahaha. get wadi mean?
21. Today I... got back my results -.-
22. Tomorrow I will... go to sch again.
23. I really want... to see the children in need in Africa to be able to get out of poverty. yeaa.

2006-10-16T04:16:00.000-07:00

argh. the haze is killing me la. anyway. rewind. from saturday.

saturday was huiqi's bdae. haha. happy birthday! surprised her w breakfast. haha. we actually rang the wrong door bell. n stood outside wrong door. -.-. went suntec to eat after tt. yup. miss ong huiqi! must wear the gloves n the hat to korea ok! IT'LL KEEP U THE WARMEST =)

anyway. the whole day. feeling damn sick la. since friday. but still went church anyways. felt sooo much better by the time service started. mayb the devil din want me to go church haha. reminded me of the verse given to me when i was baptized last yr. resist the devil, and it will flee from you. hm. yea. went airport to eat after tt. reached home damn tired la.

sunday. went for prayer meeting. after tt went bugis walk walk for a while.

today. din go sch. thank goodness i din. anyway. wanted to go n cut hair. then see doctor. the moment i stepped out of house. $$%*^*^%*^%. could smell e haze n everyth. faster cut hair. took a cab to e clinic. AND the clinic wasnt open la. so i took a cab to my ah ma's house. wa waste money. aunty brought me to the doctors after tt. wheni came back. i saw on e tv. PSI:130. no wonder la. ay. anyway. doctor gave me mc n excuse frm exercise for this week. yea.

Please Stop Indonesia.

2006-10-13T07:04:00.000-07:00

due to the late nights for the past 2 days, woke up with a masssssive headache this morning. rather bad la. not enough slp. feeling kinda sick? haha. oh well. shall slp early tonight.

anyway. last night. slpt late due to PW OP. grr. pw sucks la. whoever suggested this.. please GND (hahaha justine's lang :P). terrible. thank goodness it went on RATHER smoothly today tho. taking into acc tt we have nv rehearsed tgt b4. n i only did my script last night. n our ppt was only finalized 1 hour b4 the presentation haha. oh well. gotta work on it. alot more.

after op. went to meet e soccer girls. only managed to help out w e balloons for open house. haha. left kinda early cos had to go for cg. but there wasnt really alot of pple. hmm. n oac built a swing sia. cool. sat on it n cherlynpushed me HAHA. and it kinda creaked when i was sitting on it.heh.

rushed home. bathed n stuff. went off. today was supposed to be some kinda after exams party thing. played quite alot of games. fun! esp w waterbombs hahaha :) after tt was more serious stuff ba. talked abt our purpose in life n learnt quiote alot of stuff today.

one thing tt i really agree with what Wayne said.
you won't be remembered for what you have done, but what you have done for others.
your purpose is not about you. It's about touching others' lives.

yeap. lookin fwd to tmr. goodnight pple :)

2006-10-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

slpt so late last night. tt i took a 3hr nap this afternoon! haha. its been a long time since i've done tt.
ay. wanted to do pw. but ended up slacking ard la. anyway. went to jog to ecp. wa terrible. jog a while .. i decided to stroll already. haah. oh well. but i love the beach. i always feel peaceful no matter whatever's happening ard me when im there. hahaa.

was just browsing thru my hp inbox today. and thinking of the past year or so.
deep in my heart i know who are the ones who were there for me.
and those who were not. n dun seem to care.
i honestly thank God for the ones who were :)

2006-10-10T19:53:00.000-07:00

its a bright n early n chirpy morning :)
am watching the video sermons of some of the parts of the marriage works series tt i've missed.
the one now is on communication.

The most basic communication needed is not talking, but listening.

"Active listening mean tt when someone is talking, you are tuning in fully to what the person is saying. You are actively seeking to understand what the other person really means. You are giving that person full attenion.
You are giving a signal to the other person that you care, you are interested, that other person is important to you. "

hmm i think its true. for me. i get irritated when pple just dont listen. cos it means they simply dont care.

so stop talking! n listen! hahaha.

2006-10-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

PROMOS ARE OVER. =)

chem paper. hahaha. couldnt finish la. well so far nobody i knew managed to :P. oh well its over.

after tt went to bugis w amanda the ruff, shihui and huiqi! haha. took quite long to decide la. but who cares. now tt promos are over, we've got all e time in e world . haha. ate siam kitchen. lunch buffet! woohoo. they served alll the food at once lah. so its like 14 small plates on a small table. haha. but was quite excited at e sight of somany dishes. duno y. and. i realize i cannot take tomyam la. altho it was nice, i honestly cld feel the churning feeling in my stomache. right after eating. n true enough when i got home, got diarrheoa. haha. ay. anyway. love these kinda meals. full of joyy n laughter n endless crapping. no tension, no stress. the conv just feels v comfortable n flows la. :D . cant imagine life in tj w/o them.. yea. haha. walked ard after tt due to being TOO FULL. have not been in bugis for so long la! anywayy..

rushed home to bathe n everyth n met may cher n jennifer at orchard. i was half an hour late oops. in e end din manage to catch john tucker must die cos e tickets were all sold out -.- . hmm walked ard. n we realized tt this is e first time 4 of us are out together. haha. anyway. went nydc. for dinner. oh man. but i din dare to eat main course la. after the buffet. so i ate applecrumble w icecream woohoO!! talked quite alot. hahaha. cher's lovelife. hahaha. ok . more of her ex. n i can perfectly use "sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu " on her ;P. hahaha.

after tt they went to watch the 840 john tucker n i went off. was suppposed to go airport to meet sh n ruff. buttttttttt. cos i decided not to stay over. if i go, i'll reach at 9 plus, then leave at 11, stay a while only. abit sian. haha. so i came home. hmmm.

tmr.. no sch! cya

2006-10-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

i feel like one big rock has been lifted off my mind today.
i wont deny the disappointment i still feel. even after so long.
but i think im seeing things more clearly day by day.
still learning to tell myself just let it be.
there are other things more worth it seriously.
i duno how it will end up in the future.
but i think its hard for things to change.
n its hard to build up the trust tt used to exist once it's been lost.

concentrate on chem tan yu lin. last paper.
kinda feel like giving up. haha. k off to study. bye.

2006-10-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

its 6pm now. i've been studying organic chem since 10am today la! with small little breaks n a nap in betweeen. so i studied organic chem up til carboxylic derivatives today :D. shall finish organic chem today. plus reaction kinematics. and i shall finish up e rest. plus revise organic again tmr! haha. 0_0. i think i deserve a break. so im gg off to parkway soon to get some stuff :D

anyway. ytd. my parents came for service w my bro n i. hahahaha! quite funny cos my parents sat w my cg. oh well. hahaha. went to airport to eat afterwards. tts y i only managed to study alkanes n alkene ytd! terrible.

anyway. i've been listening to "mighty to save" alottttttt. love adonai and from the inside out!. hoho. i love God the most =D

From the inside out- hillsong - the song on my blog now! haha
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

n yx! happy for u! :D

2006-10-06T23:37:00.000-07:00

Adonai
By: Hillsong, Mighty to Save

I lift my voice
I lift my praise to You
I lift my hands
I lift my worship to You
And I love You more than I can say
Oh I love You more than I can say

Ever I will sing only You will I adore
Glorify my Lord only You will I serve
For the world will fade away
Still my song to You remains
Only You will I adore

Oh I love You always
Oh I love You always

2006-10-06T18:31:00.000-07:00

its 924 am now. im awake alr. acty i woke up at 8 plus alr. hoho. and the haze is really horrible la. no wonder my eyes have been itching. AND. e moment i opened i windows i cld smell it immediately la. faster closed it.

anyway. shall start the day with CHEM. haha.

ay. last night my mum told me she's kinda reluctant to let me go korea. acty i kinda agree w wad she says also la. normally when the aircon is alr 25 or 26 degrees, i'll be damn cold alr la. then if i slp e whole morning w air con, i'll get running nose. hahaha. wierd. but ya. i also think i'll fall sick damn easily there. no point gg if i cant enjoy get wad i mean. but e thing is, once i miss this chance, i duno when can i have it also. somemore its gg w friends. ay. decide again on tuesday itself ba.

today is a saturday! n i kinda love saturdays. i realize e past month i've been looking forward to saturdays. haaaaa. cya. goodmorning every1.

2006-10-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

no sch today! haa. wa din touch chem at all today la. really gotta start tmr alr. 3 days shd be enough i guess.

anyway. today. fetched my bro to serangoon for cg. oh man damn pissed w e heavy traffic la. like after every bus stop, have to wait for a red light. grrr. dun like long journeys. negative externalities seriously. haa. after tt went to city hall to meet e girls alr. one thing i finally udnerstand is y foreigners get so pissed at singaporeans when we dont KEEP TO THE LEFT when we take e escalators. zZZz. haha.

anyway. ate at crystal jade. yup. after tt went tcc. HAPPY EARLY BDAY JM.

MISS GASPP! u were missed! haha :D

oh ya. im not on the waiting list for e korea trip alr. have imentioned it?! woohoO! snow snow snow :D kinda looking forward to e trip. with pple like miss GASP.. and miss RUFF.. and miss CHUCHU... haha.

k. so anyway. alighted at payalebar w hp. cos i decided to take 155. or else i'll have to walk along siglap connector which is damn scary la. after i heard e incident of e jap lady frm my aunty. hah. wa the moment we alighted. SO HAZYYYYY. gdness. at this rate, i think alotof pple will have asthma. anyway. walked by this pasar malam, so popped in for a while. yup. then go home alr.

tired. bye.

2006-10-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

MATHS WAS D-E-M-O-R-A-L-I-S-I-N-G.

sian. i thoguht maths was one of e subjects i cld count on. haha. anyway. the moment it was time's up. everybody's expressions was s-t-o-n-e-d.

couldnt go home after tt.. after all.. there's a 4 days breakkk!! i feel so holiday mood now. hahaha. so last minute went out w may to TM. ate pasta! walked ard. 've been deprived of shopping. e last time i went to town was.. HM.. cant remember. lonnngggg time ago.

cant wait for tmr. no sch! meeting up w my besssst friendssssssssss. and hahaha. earning 30 bucks tmr if nth goes wrong in one hour :D

2006-10-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

woohoo. 3 papers down!!!

anyway 2 days ago was physics n gp. thought physics was quite hard. but i was kinda happy cos lesser questions on e last few chapters came out than what i expected. yup. was panicking in sch ytd morning la. what stationary wave progressive wave. in e end tt question nv come out. -.-. haha.

after tt was gp. wrote on immigration for compo. hahaha. exactly e same as wad we learnt for ss. anyway wa. no time to finish AQ la. write until my HOWEVER.. then TIMES UP. hahaa. whatever. its over. i just hope i can pass my gp.

yesterday. NO SCH!! but totally no mood to study. duno why. mayb cos part of me keep thinking tt no matter wad i'll still fail econs. haha. negative thinking. tsk tsk. anyway. inflation made me damn pek chek. totally gave up. haha. IN THE END. i did on inflation today for one of my essay questions la. and i only had 15 min to do it cos i spent too much time deciding which questions to do and on the essay plan. GRR. thank goodness i read the essay plan for e inflation question this morning. kinda remember the points. aye. and this time used alot of paper man. during jct only used one foolscap for case study. this time i used 3!! hahahaha. i hope tts a goodsign. :D

tmr's mathss. oh no. so far only did one paper. promos 2003 i think. did it ytd. nvm. maths is one of my favourite-r subjects!! time to study. BYE BYE!

2006-09-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

people say LOVE CONQUERS ALL.

soo. i shall try my best to love the unlovable ECONS.

market failure. monopoly. demand supply. how interesting.

2006-09-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi :D

hady won singapore idol!! woohoo!! i voted once for him haha. me n my brother were damn excited when they announced his name la. so happy for him. duno y, but i dun really like jonathan n i dun see why so many pple are attracted to him hahaha! =x

on a study break today :D i think i was really productive this morning. woke up with a motivation to muggg. but it kinda died off by the late afternoon. so here i am online. waiting for kang xi lai le to start. haha.

oh well. ytd panicked quite abit la. after realizingin how hard e 2003 physics promos were. or rather how unprepared i am. haha. bought 2003-2005 promos after tt! LOL. another kiasu singaporean. tsk tsk.

aye. to friends like JM having her hols.. train hard, work hard n enjoy ur hols!! to friends like LINXIN who just started sch.. haha.. i bet ur lovin it cos u can see mo mo ren everyday :D:D and to the rest who are having PROMOS.. study hard pple.. after promos and horrendous pw(which will be GONE FOREVER after this nov).. we'll have 1 and a half months to COMPENSATE OUR TORTURINGS NOW FRM STUDYING!!

kang xi lai le starting alr. see yaa

2006-09-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

Crabb Family - Through The Fire
I look in your eyes and I can see
You've loved so dangerously
You're not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you're gonna play it smart
We're through before we start
But I believe that we've only just begun

When it's this good, there's no saying no
I want you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

I know you're afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you'll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I'm not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it's this sweet, there's no saying no
I need you so, I'm ready to go

CHORUS

Through the test of time

CHORUS

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

ahhh hady sang this! and HADY IS SO CUTE. and to my surprise, i thought s.i 2 finalists are WAY MUCH BETTER than s.i1's ! anyway today's e first full episode of s.i 2 tt i watched LOL.

and this morning my bro n i watched today's sermon online :D technology technology. haah.

and stupid debate. spoiled my self declared study break plans. grr.

anyway after ytd's service went to eat popeyes after church! wa seriously i thinhk kfc 's chicken much nicer. and cheaper. duno y at 8+ still have to queue for sooo long. got to know a few more pple tho :)

ok BYE

2006-09-21T05:26:00.000-07:00

http://www.soccer-weblog.com/50226711/video_xabi_alonsos_wonder_strike_vs_newcastle.php mygoodness take a look! damn pro.

2006-09-21T03:12:00.000-07:00

2 days ago was a monday. haha. went to eat katong laksa!! woohoo. it's been a long time since i ate tt man. :D . hm then went settlers. SUPPOSED to do an interview with some guy. but e person wasnt there.. so we ended up playing from 2+ to 7+... oh my gooooodnesss. walked over to parkway to get our childish pen (e one with cartoon characters stuck on top with a spring.. then when u write.. the character will lit up one ) HAHAHA. and duno y talked about ponning sch.. so the nxt day.. hahaha... e 5 of us ponned sch. LOl.

decided to meet up ytd at e airport in e morning to mug. i was 1 hour late la. cos firstly, i was already late cos i woke up late. secondly, even more late cos i havent packed stuff for studying. thirdly (the most crucial one hahaha), i was even more and more late cos i couldnt find my keys so i couldnt leave my house. wa damnsian. in e end foudn it in some corner of my pink bag. anyway, when i reached there, guess who i saw man!?! i saw MISS ONG HUI QI. hahaha. of all places, the airport, and terminal ONE, and DELIFRANCE. such a coincidence la. ok soooo anyway.. yea study study study. in between played alot of stupid games cos really couldnt concentrate alr after studying for a period of time, esp after the one hour long LUNch. haha. anyway yea, came home at 9 like tt.

TODAY. the sch announced our one day study break. seriously, like got wad use?! cos fri's my shortest timetable. and one day only.. grrr.. nvm... better than nothing. im still planning to pon another day of sch though. it'll either be monday or wednesday. or shd i just pon the last 3 days of sch. see first. ahha. went to hand in the korea trip form during break. seriously, i duno why i even waited so long only to hand it in today. so now im on the waiting list. grrr. n it's damn ironic, but i think im an indecisive person who doesnt like indecisiveness. whatever. lol.anyway really hope to go la. it'll really be a fun experience. with snow! and ski! and da chang jin. hahaha. -.- n of cos fun pple =D

ok there's a lott of work to do today. so i guess this time it really is goodbye. BYE.

2006-09-18T06:22:00.000-07:00

WAHAHA. WHICH ONE SUITS ME E MOST EH??? =D

2006-09-18T03:29:00.000-07:00

hiiiiiiiiiii.

last fri pw grp came over to do pw. hmm. on e way to my house.. oh man.. THERE WAS A RAT! totally freaked out la. but i think e rat was more scared of my screamings. wahaha. anyway it was totally raining CATS and DOGS that day. yea slacked ard n went parkway for dinner.

saturday. studied in e morning. then had family dinnerrr at my aunt's place :D but my ah ma's in china holiday-ing now with my uncle n auntie. but not bad ah, still got 17 pple turn up in e end. we had LOADS of food man. beehoon, curry, SASHIMI! (LOADS N LOADS N LOADS OF IT), pizza, kfc, chicken wings, roasted duck, spring rolls, hahaha and ya u get e picture.

sunday. went for service with my brother. i duno y, but i always think tt its very sweet when a couple serves in the same church together. couples were asked to get together to do some stuff again la. altho its e 2nd time (cos last week's service, there was someth similar) at tt point of time (a few minutes in fact), felt v touched. cos on e big screens in front, e camera men zoomed in on alot of couples. the whole atosphere was really aww. nxt week, couples will be sort of renewing their marriage vows officially. hahaa. interesting.

anyway. e past month attending chc services. i have to say im really impressed by pastor kong. not only the way he preaches (which always keeps me awake hahahahahhaa) , but the kind of man he is. the way he always talks about his wife n his son, n how proud is he of them. the way he's always open to sharing his experiences with the congregation. etc etc la.

hahaa. anddd.. was watching yu le bai fen bai just now. used to watch it daily last yr. but due to SCH this yr, hardly ever watch it. today was some goodbye show to XIAO S. oh man. so sad. she's resigning frm e show!! i think she's the more humorous hostesss i've ever seen lah. when she was hosting with xiao zhu last time, the way she talks about her daily life is damn funny. haha. ithink her life is damn exciting. tmr's the continuation of today's episode. everybody watch it! lol.

2006-09-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2006-09-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

oh man. there's sch everyday. tell me how to have time to study for promos. cos now even when there's free time, i will be doing my tutorialssssssssssssssss.

've been slping rather early this 2 days. before 1030. shall maintain tt record. cos when i slp early, i reallyrarely fall aslp during lessons. except certain boring lectures. hahaha.

and econs quiz thing was really quite a waste of time i think. grrr.

im so slpy.

and i think hahaha i shd really take out much more time to run myself cos my stamina aint v gd.

and i suddenly feel like eating hawaiian pizza.

and i duno why am i blogging. waste 5min of my slp writing this.. and a few min of urs reading

GDNIGHT

FORBIBBEN LOVE.

2006-09-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

haha. interesting quiz.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the questioneven if it doesnt make sense.

1. How are you feeling today? im ALL ABOUT LOVIN YOU. haha.
2. Will you get far in life? ANYTHING BUT ORDINARY. yeah man. i'll be anything but ordinary in the future ! so hurry up get my autograph while u can now my dear friends =D
3. How do your friends see you? HEY MAMA. haha. omg. some of my frens really call me MAMA!
4. Will you get married? HOLLABACK GIRL. aint no holla back girl. ahaha. i duno how to link.
5. Whats your best friend's theme song? BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES.
6. What is the story of your life? FENG - jaychou. 让爱渗透了地面我要的只是你在我身边. sad song.
7. What was primary school like? PRETTY BOY.
8. How can you get ahead in life? yi shi de mei hao- zhang shao han. haha. er means forget about the past then i'll get ahead?! haha.
9. What is the best thing about your friends? I SHD HAVE NVR LET U GO. hahaha. means my friends will nvr let me go? RIGHT? haA!
10. What is in store for this weekend? I DONT KNOW MUCH. ohman. this is freaky. i reallyduno whats in store for me this weekend.
11. What song describes you? ITS GONNA BE LOVE. lol. the sooner you let two hearts beat together, the sooner you know this love is forever. AWTR!
12. To describe your grandparents? WILL U WAIT FOR ME. hmm.
13. How is your life going? BACK AT ONE. means i'll be back at square one? ahaaha.
14. What song will they play at your funeral? FOR THE FIRST TIME. ok this song quite romantic and sad. so the pple attending my funeral better be crying . hahah. i've been lookin at u forever, but i never saw u b4.
15. How does the world see you? WO MEN ZEN MEN LE - s.h.e. NOLINK.
16. Will you have a happy life? JEWEL SONG. no link. nvm. i shall just assume tt it means my life will be full of SPARKLES.
17. What do your friends really think of you? JIN TIAN NI YAO JIA GEI WO - jolin n tao ze. all my friends want to marry me! hahaha!
18. Do people secretly lust after you? DONT LIE. hahaha. ok. DONT LIE. I KNOW YOU DO. LOL =)
19. How can I make myself happy? DONT DREAM ITS OVER. means what? stop dreaming about things that are over then i'll be happy? haha. ok then.
20. What should you do with your life? LOST WITHOUT YOU. meansss.... i need a somebody who is my direction? haa.
21. Will you ever have children? I JUST WANNA LIVE. means... i dont want! i just wanna live. hahah.

i think wmp is a human. cos it can ans my questions.

haha. anyway. ytd was my dad's bdae. HAPPY BDAE. msn was damn screwed lah. couldnt sign in the whole day?

2006-09-10T06:04:00.000-07:00

today's sermon was good. on how to handle anger in the "making marriage work" series. haha. went w my family. glad my parents enjoyed e service :D. anyway. at the end of e service, all the couples were asked to sort of renew their marriage vows la. it was reallllly sweet and heartwarming looking at the couples all ard HOLDING HANDS and gazing at each other saying the marriage vow together.

"to have and to hold from this day forward,

for better or worse, for richer or poorer,

in sickness and in health,

to love and to cherish and to obey,

as long as we both live,

according to Go'ds holy ordinance,

and thereto I give you my love"

awwwwww. hahaha.

went to ding tai feng at tm for lunch. i saw tcc twice! (hahaha miss wsh are u jealoussssss? LOL! ). walked ard. bought some stuff and HOME we went.

ok so today's e last day of e holidays. honestly i think i din really make full use of it to study for promos. but holidays are afterall holidays and thus for me to enjoy and go out and do things i cant do during sch term. one thing i kinda regret is not staying at home enough to recharge myself. hmmm nvm. anyway i promise i will study hard starting frm tmr!

meanwhile i shall go study econs b4 i go slp. goodnight :D

2006-09-09T07:24:00.000-07:00

feeling kinda snappy today. actually i WAS very snappy e whole day. lol

my whole day consisted of sleeping, trying to get john sloman into my head, tv

watched the 4hour mtv concert on channel 51. xiao zhu v cute!

i duno y im blogging. haha. -.-

2006-09-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

hellooo.

went to chu's house for an interview w shiyi's sis. haha. it was abt blogging. hmm yah. we had cakes to eat :D after e interview.. i question myself actually why do i blog (other than as a way of contact with old friends) since i dont (dare to) really write down my innermost thoughts. and seriously why wld pple blog to attract attention. wahaha. HMM. anyway..

after tt hung ard n studied a lil econs n ordered KFC!! and watched she's e man. oh man. duke is soooooo charming. nice body, super nice character, sporty, not flirt, gentleman. haha.

oh man. sch hols ending soon. n i realized i've been gg out everyday since e hols started. shall stay at home tmr. i hope. haah. k. bye bye

dont say you love me. you dont even know me babyy.

2006-09-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

------ tagged by jm. haha----------
7 RANDOM facts about me:
1. i can run with heelss!
2. i like to be surrounded by nature. stars, moon, clouds, sun, flowers, anything :D
3. i can be real gossipy at time
4. i do not talk much when im feeling negative haha
5. i used to watch huan zhu ge ge EVERY SINGLE HOLIDAYS until i was sec 3 or 4.
6. i dont like to be neglected. haha
7. i like to go overseas but the wierd thing is i will miss Singapore after less than 5 days. hoho.

7 things that scare me:
1. COCKROACHESSSS.
2. MICE
3. death
4. the loneliness feeling
5. bad dreams
6. losing my loved ones
7. losing stuff like my camera? ha.

7 favourite songs:
1. where you are - JESSICA SIMPSON N NICK LACHEY
2. yuan you hui - jay
3. FROM THIS MOMENT!!! - shania twain
4. love me - collin ray
5. wherever you will go - the calling
6. closer to me - 5ive
7. here without you - 3doorsdown

7 things i like most:
1. my stereoooo
2. my camera
3. chilling sessions w my lovely friendss
4. my beddd
5. letters n handmade stuff frm my friends :D
6. celebrating xmas with my loved onessss
7. watching pple happily in love. hahahaha. and wondering WHERES MINE?!

7 ppl to do this?
ah. do if you want. cos i think alot of pple do b4 alr.

ok. met my pri sch friends today! ok la only 4 of them. sharon mag xf n kk. haha. ate at some philly steakhouse (i think) at tm. e one nxt to pasta mania la. nice foood. then we went to take nps. haha
the top right n bottom left one cool hor? got double of us!! can u spot where is the 2nd me in the bottom left np? hahaha!!

hmm then went to meet soccer girls. ha. one thing i've got to say. ugly singaporeans.

hm yea. then after e match. walked to e bus stop with justine shiyi huimin huiqi. nice huiqi offered to exchange her birkenstocks for my heels! haha. and we ended up laughing at her unglam way of walking. haha! oops. wanted to go kampong arang for some drinks but it was closed. so we decided to go petrol station to hun hun. haha!! cos we bought our stuff n sat outside the petrol station in this corner. look like gangsters can. LOL.

end of my day. wanna slack at home tmr. havent been staying at home since e hols started. kinda sick of going out.

2006-09-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

helloo.

met sh n hp at siglap macs today :) had our apple pie! and erm studied (tho not a lot) n talked. haha. ithink we talked more than we studied today. tsk tsk

then we decided to move over to gelare to have our WAFFLES cos we were damn hungry cos i only had a BAZHANG for bfast. n hp din eat anything at all b4 she left hosue!

n we so happened to meet xh n sharon. we were in a damn la ta state la. i was wearing my HAIRBAND. wahaha. to the extent tt we turned ard when we spotted xh n sharon to tidy ourselves up! haha. the nthey told us HQ N AMANDA were in starbucks (dating again heh heh). so 5 of us at gelare togetherrr!!

saw loads of pple at siglap lah. flooded. haha

:))

on a random note. i realize. sometimes pple tend to put our focus on one thing/person. to the extent tt we often erm "lose ourselves". get wad i mean. like our whole attention is put on tt thing/person we forgot about ourselves! then our whole lives will only revolved ard tt thing/person. then when tt thing/person happens to disappear frm ur life one day, ur whole life is kinda screwed n it will be damn hard to pick urself up n find ur old self. haa. so bottomline - nv put all ur eggs in one basket! hoho. live a balanced life n everyday's sunshine!

oh and only focus on things/people who are worth it. hahaha.

2006-09-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

went for church ytd w missruff :) the sermon was on how to lead a healthy marriage.. tt scope la. hmm.. anyway. one quote tt i found interesting. haha.

dont tell God how big is your problem. tell the problem how big is your God

hoho. anyway. after tt went airport to mug a little. airport is full of scandals. tsk. haha! went back to expo AGAIN.. to look at some sales. nothing much interesting lah. mayb bcos it was e last day alr so nothing much left. THEN went to eat with miss chu-sy who din want to eat expo food SO went to eat bakchormee AND french toast from hongkong cafe. ok acty only she ate. i drank the mango thing! haha.

had lessons in the morning today. *BIG YAWN* . after tt ate lunch w e cls n some of us decided to go expo. for the sports link sale. which very unfortunately, ytd WAS THE LAST DAY ALR. cheat all of us sia. wahaha. went tm to watch devil wears prada after that. the show was cool la. the clothes n everything. was WOW WOW and WOW.

its the holidays!

2006-09-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello. went to some chi restaurant (peony jade restaurant or someth) at clarke quay for a belated birthday celebration today!

the birthday girl! haha. loveuloveuloveu!

overall, i would rate the place 9/10. the food was really good la. *SLURPS*. wahaha. the ambience toooooo. v v v nice.

myfamily ;) havent sat down n have a proper conversation w my family for quite along time alr i think. hmm.

came home and slpt. n slpt. n slpt. din have enough slp for e last 2 days la.

yeah anyway. hahaha. more or less confirmed alr. im going hongkong in oct after promos!! missing 2 days of sch i think. hahaha. exciting. hope nothing crops up pls.

2006-09-02T04:50:00.000-07:00

You scored: 17 % in "QUALITY TIME", 23% in "GIFTS AND GIVING", 30% in "WORDS OF AFFIRMATION", 27% in "ACTS OF SERVICE" !!

Okay, so now you have taken yet another test--and this all means what?? Your two highest scores are the two languages that you most receive and express love thru--remember everyone needs all five, but there tend to be one or two that rule for people. So, it goes like this: if you scored really high in "words of affirmation"--you would feel really appreciated, and loved if someone wrote you a letter or poem. You would be most hurt if someone spoke harshly or criticized you. And you would wonder why your bf/gf, wife/husband, or even your child, would not feel loved when you have told them as much numerous times (if their primary love language was not "words".) At the risk of re-writing the entire book or idea--if they (your loved one) were to take this test and score really high, in say, the area of "acts of service"---they would say something like this---'yes, you say that you love me but you did not even care when I was sick or you never DO anything thoughtful for me.' And on and on, it goes with all the blends and combinations. My sister's husband found out by doing something as simple as washing up dishes, that my sister would be walking on sunshine for days and dancing to bed that night---quite frankly he also buys her collector versions of 'Barbie's'---LOL--she would score very high in "acts of service" and "gifts"---and yes she has a whole complete center for her wrapping paper!! Without a quiz or real big hoopalah investigation--you could know what your loved ones "love language" is simply by thinking of the one thing that seems to most hurt their feelings--for example my one daughter used to cry if she did not get "one--on--one time"! Her primary love language is "quality time"! There are infinite creative and simplistic ways it seems to express all of the "love languages". Find his or hers and start speaking.. Oh yes, and I had mentioned there then are FIVE love languages, but only room for FOUR categories in this test mode framing--sooo.. The fifth "love language" is "physical affection"---guys who braved the test are you relieved to hear that?? Many, many men have the "physical love language" as their "primary love language" and lots and lots of touchy/feely women! And... that "love language" does not solely mean sex!! It can mean the comfort of the material on a couch or chair---the clothes chosen for someone---meals--and lots of the simple little loving touches, like legs rubbing or hand holding, even the temperature of a room can trigger positive or negative emotions for person whose prominant love language is "physical affection." But to add a bit more info in as to how something like that can play out, or into, the other four gifts---before my brother-in-law and my sister came to understand one another via a weekend get-away for couples that taught this very thing---my brother-in-law would playfully pinch my sister on the butt cheeks---meaning "Hey babe--I love you so much and just wanted to let you know that right here in the kitchen right in front of everybody"---she nearly flat out killed him because she was already running around doing a million errands that she thought would bless him--(remember her primary love language was "acts of service!") She interpreted that as "how mean and rude-I am already running around getting his uniform ready and cooking his dinner (to bless him and scream how much she really, really loved him) and now he just wants me to DO another thing for him--he wants....."! I use this example because I literally watched their marriage improve ten fold after they realized HOW the other one was saying "I LOVE YOU" and when they started saying "I LOVE YOU" so that the other person knew what they meant! My sister suddenly acquired some books on how to give great neck and back massages. And my brother-in-laws second 'love language' was "quality time"--so my sister working hard to earn money for more gifts or out shopping felt like the opposite of love to my brother-in-law. And thus it goes. I used them as examples---because, I obviously was a nuetral party, and because--they are one of those couples that will go on and see deep double digit anniversaries. I did take alot of liberties in writing this test--by simply making up scenarios and questions that I THOUGHT would strengthen the idea of one language over the other; but obviously, this is not exacting as it is fun, and hopefully, bottom line being that it is thought-provoking, and conversation enticing.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Quality Time

You scored higher than 99% on Gifts

You scored higher than 99% on Words

You scored higher than 99% on Acts of Service

Link: The Love Language(s) Test written by rhemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

hahaha.

2006-09-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

when there was you and me -high school musical
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

finally watched high school musical. i like =D

2006-09-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

GASP! happpy teacher's day to all teachers yesterday. and happy birthday to my dearest MUM.
hmm. had teacher's day celebration ytd in sch. and we could wear anything we want. soo... our cls decided to wear sec sch uniform? haha.

oh man she is so cute! i think she can pass off as a pri sch student seriously. haha

HM. had 2 lectures b4 celebrations. soccer girls are so noisy. tsk. haha! then went to watch e concert. teacher's day's concert is not bad i suppose. much more interesting than the national day's one. haha! after that is.. *GASP*... going back to DHS!

ahh. very familiar sight. used to this THIS place for everyday for the past 4 years?! i spent 4 years of recesses with my bestest friends. HERE.

This too. =( ahh. going back to dhs was Great! its like every part of e sch u walk to, u can think of some memories la.

Dhs hasnt really changed. miss miss miss tt place. but din see many teachers. msot of our teachers either retired or something la. anyway. the weather was damn good la. played vball in sch n took PHOTOS!

hahaha=) *GASP*

when friendship means the most =)

hoho. after tt we went to sing kbox frm 2-7. so much cheapter than last time la. and we ate peanuts til we went nuts. HAHA. anyway. duno why, 5 hours was like a little toomuch? LOL. left early. anyway had fun at kbox la. wahaha. "WO XIANG KU DAN SHI KU BU CHU LAI". went for dinner after tt at aston's! cheap n good. recommended by lx. ohh b4 tt. heh heh. met lx's bf. hahaha! LX: GOOD CATCH! all of us are really happy for u k. we were saying.. we felt like a mum who's daughter just got married. wahahaha!

at kbox!

went to jm's house to stay after tt. oh man. she's damn strong la. can do 2 pullups. nvm. i can too :D HEH HEH HEH. with the help of the frame of the door tt is. =D
talked loads. til 4am. *GASPS* all thanks to MISS ONG HUIQI, all of us are GASPING non stop. hahaha! talked about alot of stuff la. it's been so long since we had this kinda talk i think. aye. thought about quite alot of stuff. how come pple who used to be close can be so distant when environment changes. hmm.

anyways. woke up at 10 plus. and went killiney's for breakfast. hoho. thx jm for e treat. and we went settlers! played a few games la. e funniest game was the apple-card-game. when we had to convince the judge on some stuff. really a test on how well we can sell stuff man. wahaha. n e hotel game. oh man. all of us lost terribly to miss quah. haha.

look at my face. i was damn sad cos i was losing terribly in the game

at settlers!

home sweet home after tt. so tired. SHALL SLP EARLY TONIGHT. tmr's a bright sunny day :D

hahaha. n guess wad. we spent more than 24 hours tgt! LOL. lucky girls can spend so long time with ME ME ME. HAHAHA. :P . n LX! nxt slpover , it will be 6 of us k!

BYE BYE

2006-08-27T19:28:00.000-07:00

while the rest are at school
i am slacking at home! hahaha
so nice to wake up in the morning AFTER the sun has risen
watching tv
eating breakfast SLOWLY
blogging
listening to the radio
hohohoho =D

2006-08-27T09:03:00.000-07:00

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

hm. pw at my hosue today. met frm supposedly 10am to 7pm. HAHAHA. but. we only did the cover pages. n we took wad 3 hours. e rest was tv, mahjong, internet, cards, parkway, pool. HAHAHA. damnslack la. but fun. niceto crap with.

im so tired. damn tempted to pon sch tmr. shall go for chem make up only =)

goodnight

2006-08-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

hm. i went to cut my hair today. but nobody cld tell tt i had a haircut. lol. went over to siglap kfc to meet chu n hm. had a hard time trying to do my work. cos i din have my periodic table. nor my graphic calculator. did manage to study econs today tho. ha

after tt went to siglap center. rented beckham's autobiography. not tt im a big fan of his. but i find it interesting reading abt his life. lol. met sh n amanda at starbucks after tt. oh saw sharon too. hm. talked a bit. crapped.

hmmm. if u cld only follow ur heart or mind. which wld u trust more.

2006-08-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

你很爱他

当你决定　你要离开我
我没有说什么　就当做你自由
有好几次我都想挽留
苦求也没有用　就当做是寂寞

只有我能明白　他的温柔　对你是种解脱
只想要告诉我　谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　
说你没有想他　是可怜我吧
我已没有藉口　只能放手　
不能奢求　你说爱我

其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　
其实你很想他　就说出口吧
我已不想多说　呜住耳朵　
不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　
说你没有想他　是可怜我吧
我已没有藉口　只能放手　
不能奢求　你说爱我

其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　
其实你很想他　就说出口吧
我已不想多说　呜住耳朵　
不想再次听到你说　你很爱他　　你很爱他

lol. its e weekends. no training today. but hung out with e soccer girls. all of us were totally burning under mr sunshine la. played vball. haha. it was rather hilarious. *looks at misschuchu*. after tt hung ard e sports com la. im so envious of ta pple la. got laptop. every morning see one whole table of ta pple using their laptop .. chattingon MSN.. surfing the NET.. so high tech. gL still can play o2jam at e sports com la!! ni just remembered. my sweaty palms kinda dirtied her keyboard. haha. OOPS. sorry. :P

after tt went parkway bk to studyla. econs test nxt week. grr. i onlygot 5/25 for e prev test la. i better pass this one.

ah. grr. bye

2006-08-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

hiya! chem spa was really screwed today. argh du ntalk abt it. anyway after tt. received sh's sms to go starbucks. haha. talk about fate man. hp was suppposed to meet jm. sh and sharon. and they met at starbucks! then after tt bekah came. n hq n amanda. haha. nice time just sitting there n talking crap. din manage to study acty. im in weekend mood now. went cartel to eat. and home!! nice day today. =D

gdnight

oh and goodluck to lx n jm for ur exams tmrrr! cant wait for e slpover. hahaha. BYE BYE

2006-08-23T06:57:00.000-07:00

i dated my mum after sch ytd. haha. =D. went to parkway n ate jack's followed by shopping! finally i bought stationaries. pens n stuff. plus a file! decorated it when i came home. haha. basically i just transferred the stuff i used to decorate my desk last yr to e file. LOL. stupid blogspot. cant upload pics now. Zzz. shall upload it WHEN IT WORKS. oh then went espirit n home! oh man. n dumb pw. slpt at 2am last night cos of it. grr. woke up this morning with a headache with a huge big capital H.

today. lessons.. AS USUAL. during break. almost our whole cls stayed in e clsroom to eat cherlyn's homecooked wanton mee. cos they have to sell it as part of their pw proj. haha. e charsiew nice lah! cherlyn's maid can really really cook. =)

lessons.. lessons. and then during civics, mr walker talked abt resillience. told us about his experience. he was an athelete la. represented newzealand or someth. not sure, but sounds pro. anyway, he's damn unlucky la. for e first marathon he was supposed to take part in, he sprained his leg (ithink). so he had to wait + train for another 2 yrs. and unfortunately he had cramps. so he had to back out (again). and after 2 yrs, he was kidna involved in a car accident. so he had to back out. omg. if im him. haha. pek chek. somemore e training damn tough la. one week cover 160-180km?! omgggg. anyway kinda admire his attitude. impression on him improved. haha. and the way he encourages us to explore the world instead of mugging n mugging our whole lives. rare to find pple who think like this i think. kinda agree with e things he said.

and them. hm after sch went for beta house func. quite cool la. e theme is ice. haha. me shihui n xiuru took part in a game. build the higest ice (kachang/tower?). LOL. n we won! thx to xiuru's brilliant idea. wahaha. anyway. each of us won a huge box of halls lah. can last us for 1 mth of slpy lectures. not exaggerating man.

after tt hung out in e hc room. haha. played with this "answers book". its like u ask a question. n concentrate on it. the nafter tt u flip e book. u'll get an answer. honestly i tink its kinda freaky. if really concentrate, most of e time e ans are rather accurate/relevant. ya. like i asked silently la. will we be best friends forever. hahaha. and guesss what?!?! out of the rather thick book of hundreds of answers. i actually flipped to a YES!!! only got one YES in e book la (if im not wrong). hoho. kinda happy. HAHA. cannot blame me cos i've been feeling rather err.. insecure about a few things these 2 days. hahaha ok. so anyway. damn ncie to chill there la. LOL. air con somemore. talked abt some other stuff also la. haha. hm

training after tt. im damn tired today la. i better go slp now. goodnight goodnight.

2006-08-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

was lookin thru sec sch stuff. pics n neoprints n stuff lah. then thoguht of sec sch days. aiyo.
duno y. isit bcos as pple grow older, we find it harder to except new pple into our lives for who they really are. or isit bcos the friends whom we first met have such a special place in our hearts tt no one else can replace them. hm or isit just me.

to you you and you (youS know who youS are): duno why but i suddenly miss u all. (hahaha). 4 yrs of spending 24/7 (almost) with u all n really miss that la. abit hard to change that habit ok. even tho 8 mths alr. somemore 2 of u all are in poly. our timetables just dont clash. boo. i wanna stick to u all like superglue.

2006-08-20T23:47:00.000-07:00

guess what. i reached home at 130 today. hahaha! damn happy. anyway i realized my monday's time table is seriously made-to-pon.

this is damn random but. let me list thing things i wanna do.
1. spend time ALONE and slack at home. (TICK!)
2. go SHOPPING (my 20% off at espirit is only valid for this month. and today's what.. the 21st of aug alr -.- )

currently these 2 are the most wanted. shall take a nap. zz.

[edit] look what i've found !! damn cool la.

2006-08-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

hey man. e weekend is gone with e wind, as usual. grr. din even have time for myself and myself.

anyway. went cityharvest w amanda ytd! i think im gg over there permanently. at least tts my decision for now. not tt i dun like my prev church or wad. but everytime i go for services in chc, i feel tt i really learn someth. and i really pay attention during e services (tho i did fall aslp in e beginning). and there's just soooo much energy there la. haha. yup :) service was good. e sermon was enlightening. it's not what you say but how u say it. you love bcos u choose to. when u choose to disobey something, you are actually obeying another. wa not bad huh. i still can remember parts of the sermon! HAHA. AND i remember the speaker's name. mr bernard something :D

today. went to jalanbesar w e soccer girls for some comp thing organized by FAS. altho i din play, but good job to e pple who played! =D went to bugis to eat then went and 3/4 of my day GONE. anyway the singapore american sch girls (they got 1st!) were really good la. and pretty somemore. haha.

ah so many things to do. shall go do alr. feel like ponning sch tmr. e only more impt lesson is chem lect. then 2 periods of gp + 1 econs lecture. sian. ah.

oh man and the bimbo of the day shall go to claudia. HAHAHA. the way she "oh my god!" when she desribed her "eye-bleeding" adventure was really classic.

2006-08-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

im officially 17. and SASSY. haha. thanks to all who wished me/celebrated with me yeah =) haha. ok during break, suddenly 2 girls namely justine and shiyi popped up n tada e soccer girls were at e marquee. haha. THANKS. esp to e only-eat-rice girl for carrying it ard. haha. and then.. smart claudia wong smashed some cream on me AND the smarter me did something like headbutt her on the shoulder n rubbed e cream off her shirt. HAHA. omg it was really a big patch la. somemore on polo tee. hahaha sorry claudia. tho i still find e sight funny :P

after sch...........*looks below* .. hahaha thanks girls!

and to cherlyn for e pretty home-baked cake!!! with my name!!! THANKS.

hmm. din eat lunch cos i was too full frm e billly bombers e night b4. my god during training.. i was rreally starving at e apoint of time. haha. aiyah n duno y, this whole week v tired la. physical wise. grrr. v pek chek with my self. i honestly think i'll fail if there are still anymore listening comprehensions. =(. e last game was fun la. HANDBALL. gelin was e woman of e match man. LOL. ANYWAY after training. went hong kong cafe with e girls to eat. hahaha

hahaha. =P

AND miss fifteen yrs old almost robbed me of my FIRST KISS please. THANK GOODNESS my face slim enough her lips cannot reach. HAHAHA

the lovelies =D

ok u noe wad. im still v bloated now n ithink i better do some exercise tmr b4 i become a pig. HAHA. i think this birthday turned out much better than i expected la. honestly was kinda sian b4 tt HAHA. mayb its a growing old syndrome. e older i grow, e more i think birthday is really just-another-day. haha. c ya pple

ok editted. its 1.50pm the nxt day alr. HAHA. was reading claud's n justine's blog. n reminded me of the hilarious conv. 101 ways to sneak into sch late w/o getting caught. HAHA. wa esp justine. she made a detailed evaluation of EACH way somemore. omg. HAHAHA.

2006-08-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

hiya. since its 40 min til im 17.. i shall post e last post while i am 16. haha. so what did i do on e last day of being SWEET 16?! [oh ya. happy birthday auntie quah(jiamin's mum) also!!!]

1. SCHOOL. -.-
2. 5 items. haha I PASSSED STANDING BROAD JUMP! and i fell during shuttle run. until now still pain la esp when my skin touches water. and my sit and reach really sucked. haha.
3. met the girls! haha. ate billy bombers until all of us nearly exploded. ate n talked. it was nice la =) n n n .. hahaha... 4 out of 5 of us are not-so-straight. HAHAHA. 2 involved with people of e same name somemore. LOL. ok kidding kidding. but ya reallly had fun.

after tt took neoprints. damn funny la. huiqi's shirt actually blended in with all e backgrounds HAHAHA.

hoho. still got a few others. e one with e 6balls damn cool. HAHAHA.

hm. really thank God for blessing me with e bestest friends i cld ever have.

oh and thanks for e presents. ESP THE CARDS! VERY NICE! =DDD . and the socks shall bring me luck when playing soccer HEH HEH HEH.

goodnighttt

2006-08-16T06:56:00.000-07:00

terrible. im not exactly in a fantastic mood. actually im in quite a bad mood. irritated. tired. you-name-it la. sometimes i duno why but i feel helpless. im either weak or too dependent or i duno why also. omg. sian. and tmr's 5 items. haiya. some things i really dun get it n i think i never will. s-c-r-e-w-e-d. whatever...... -.-

on a brighter note. hm had testimonial match today. b4 tt was some 2 hours talk with ___ (oh no after listening to him for 2 hours i cant even recall his name). anyway. some things he said was really QUITE insightful lah but most of e time i was day dreaming i think.

after tt had testimonial match. we lost to e yr 2s by penalties. haha. e guys.. yr1s won? first half e score was 4-0 la omg. 0_0. hm anyway. high light of e day : gelin's and sheryl's solo. haha. gelin's one was really entertaining man.

ah. i duno wad to say alr. bye

tell me it's my imagination. but i see a difference.

2006-08-15T06:40:00.000-07:00

i had 2.4km today. to get A, have to run <14 min. my timing was 14:10. tell me shd i be happy or sad. haha. whatever. one thing i know, im gladddd tt its over over over! after sch went to er. paint e field. hahaha ok acty i din paint much. tried a while for fun. went home to meet my family n went to beach cabana at ecp to eat! the ambience was really good la. i still remember everytime i cycle past there.. i'll be damn attracted by e music. n e whole atmosphere. then i'll be thinking tt i wanna go there. haha. for one yr plus alr k. finally!

this was what i ate =D chicken kebabs. but this is only half of wad i ate cos i alr finished half b4 i remembered to take a photo. haha

hoho and dessert.
and i have a physics test tmr. of 5 chapters. and i've only covered half of a chapter. hahaha. thank goodness its only mcq.

GOODNIGHT.

2006-08-14T06:28:00.000-07:00

message in church yesterday: forget the past. dont let the past hold u back. move on.

2006-08-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

since miss oh shi yi complained, hahaha..... LOOK BELOW. my editing skills not bad huh.

anyway, today was e last day of e fireworks festival. met up w sh and amanda first. sat outside there frm 6+ and waited til 9? haha. but it was worth it. and it was nice just sitting there and talking. and since SOMEBODY came late, she had to watch e fireworks with the drink stall uncle cos she couldnt squeeze to e front to join us. hahaha. but oh well, e fireworks was really BREATHTAKING/FABULOUS/AWESOME/look up the thesaurus. really. nicest of e ones i've seen this yr. esp e last part.. the whole sky was filled with golden PIXIE DUST. hahaha. after e fireworks, there was a huge jam, so sat there n took some pics

hows this combination man? a cat and a dog =D

and i din take any photos/video of the fireworks. hahaha. as wad sh said, whats e use. fireworks must be watched live on telecast. anyway i wont rewatch e videos + i took e ndp one down alr.

after that the smart us walked to raffles mrt station haha. so we had seats!

ok gtg and slp n prepare for church tmr. feel so guilty, havent been gg for e last 2 weeks. and argh today was e planet shakers concert. reallly wanted to go but e tix were sold too quickly. nvm. heard it was good and many people were saved =)

goodnight

2006-08-09T10:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D hmm woke up in the morning to make sushi. hahaha ok la actually i din do everyth myself. my mum helped me ALOT. happy tt it received good comments hahaha!. oh and jennifer's brownies but sh's icecream damn nice!! plus claudia's shephard's pie woohoo. and rebekah's hotdogs.. well.. tasted like hotdogs. and huimin's eggs.. ahem no comments. hahaha! kiddin. ate.. and played inbetween! hahaha fun fun. soon after.. e ndp started!

the suaku girls. damn excited when e aeroplanes n helicopter flew by la. wahaha

their reaction to the girls above's reactions. HUH? LOL
fireworks! took video of the fireworks too.
magnificent view frm justine's house man.
the reddies. hahaha! love singapoe. love all of u!
ahhh look at the thing on the plates? e brownies plus icecream. damn yummy.
haha took some spastic videos. LOL. i've uploaded them! --> http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=lifeofakitty . then played mahjong, o2jam. justine's brothers and mother DAMN CUTE. wahaha. e way the youngest brother laughs and danced the jelly dance to distract pple frm playing o2jam. omg. and the way they got so excited when they won mahjong consecutively. claudia's tiles ah. the parrot look like chicken! so tricky. haha. ok random.

played til 11pm when the jam outside justine's hosue FINALLY ended. haha. thanks claudia for e ride! reached home DEADBEAT. sleeping soon, so goodnight!

oh i just remembered something damn classic. justine's bro acty asked if claudia was a guy or girl. hahaha! oh man.

happy day :D

[edit]OK. and since somebody complained. hahaha. THANKS AH CHU THE GREAT FOR YOUR BIG AND LOVELY HOUSE + MAHJONG TILES + ENTERTAINGING BROTHERS!! [/edit]

2006-08-08T10:07:00.000-07:00

ahh im so tired. anyway. ndp celebrations today. it was okay la. some parts quite boring though. but i thoguht e national day idols were not bad. after everyth, there was a sing-along session. AND i duno isit a jc thing, or isit just TJC. but the moment it was a singalong session i think half the student populatoin in the hall disappeared immediately. our cls ah, ONLY ME N JENNIFER STAYED. so paiseh ok. haha. and i look at 14/06... really miss the zi-high-ness in dhs. still remmeber our performance last yr. HAHA i think i danced with martin. then e umbrella couldnt open properly on stage HAHA. after that was masss dance. woohoo. it's been a long time.

after that rushed to COLDSTORAGE to get some stuff. felt like a lost hen. shd visit e supermarket with my mum more often. haha. rushed home to catch some slp and off i went to meet our cls.

watched clickkk! the movie's damn good. funny. some parts very touching. but there's a deeper meaning behind e storyline la. after watching e movie i realized how often we neglect our loved ones due to i-dunno-what. ok actually i've realized it long ago but it din occur to me how BAD it is until today. me may n jennifer were sniffing and only CHERLYN thought we were silly to cry. HAHA.

went to marina bay to meet up with e rest of e cls after that. met loadsss of people there. i think i havent been there since a LONG LONG TIME. at least 1 yr PLUS PLUS TRIPLE PLUS ago. duno why, i felt quite excited when we reached HAHA. mayb cos e food smelt good. mayb cos v long nv steam boat alr. i dunno. ohh they had the fried buns! the ones tt long beach jumbo all those always have to eat with e chilli crab gravy. I LIKE! =D . ate until damn full la. took some picturess

girls =D

oh man. see how good the guys are at ACTING CUTE. hahaha.

after that. went to get icecream. and just nice the fireworks started! hoho. b-e-a utiful. today is e 3rd time im watching fire works this yr. tmr's e fourth. HAHA. nvm. so nice n romantic la.

after that played with sparklerrs.

and i duno why, we WALKED back to the mrt station. i think it was ard 4 bus stops? 20 minutes walked? my legs died-ed. hahaha! ok. today's a happy day. i realize when i keep my mind occupied, i got no time to think, im a happy girl! lol. goodnight .

2006-08-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

hello! there's only 2 days of sch this week!! monday and friday, the slackiest days of my timetable cos both end at 1155 HAHA! yay. hm tmr's national day celebrations. each cls supposed to standardize one colour. omg so sian, i think e whole world's wearing white black or red. majority white. SO BORING!! its like.. another polo tee. wanted yellow or orange or something BRIGHT. wahaha. still remember during cny, our cls chose black cos we thoguht cny surely nobody wear black (ithink). IN THE END. so many people wore la. the atmosphere was seriously dull, dull and dull. hoho. anyway haha celebrations til 10am tmr thenwe're OFF. heh.

and justine's hosue on national day :D u noe wad. soccer girls always make my day. hahaha. be honoured girls. with them its always laugh laugh and laugh non stop. HAHA. had a nice time at hongkong cafe after training today :D e food there kinda rocked but i think i kinda ordered the wrong thing except for the french toast. haha.

CAN SLP LATE TODAY!!! YAY YAY AND YAY.

2006-08-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO. i went shoppppping today! haha. with my family. wa i realized i really dun like to shop with my family. nvm i shall skip that. shop until quite pissed. tho i bought some stuff in e end n it made me quite happy haha. anyway after tt my parents went home first, and i met may and tian tian at city link. so qiao! so i joined them. walked ard esplanade.. walked to fullerton. once again, THAT STRETCH OF ROAD IS SO ROMANTICCCCCCCCCCCC. omg but everytime i walk there i really walk with wrong peoiple (HAHAHAHA). man. i want a somebody. took some pics. etc etc. at night watched fireworks. man esplande was PACKED. as packed as rotiprata. ha. but it was really worth it. altho i really felt like chopping off the trees outside esplanade. it took up 50% of our view la!! but the fireworks was really pretty and pretty and WOWWOWWOW. haha. lovely way to end my day wahaha. shall post e pics when may upload alr. CYA

[EDIT]
yeah man. THIS stretch of road. ahh. -.- . anyway i duno why. kinda sad huh. only got to talk to tian tian just one day b4 she's gg back. hmm. i think i talk to her today more than the past 2 weeks add up tgt? lOl oh well.

2006-08-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

So I`ll hold you tonight
Like I would if you were mine
To hold forever more
And I`ll savour each touch that I wanted
So much to feel before (To feel before)
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one whose in your arms
Who holds you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

Oh baby
I can`t fight this feeling anymore
It drives me crazy when I try to
So call my name
Take my hand
Make my wish
Baby, your command?

oh man after eating laksa ytd i got rashes -.- at first i thought its bcos of e sandflies that were e VIPS during training then i think tihink think.. mayb its cos of e cockels in e laksa. ah whatever. thank goodness the rashes not alot and its hidden haha.

and im so tired these 2 days. 've been slping late late as in really late for me. damn happy cos i reached home relatively early today and JOY TO THE WORLD. IM SLEEPING AT ~~10 10 10~~ 9 9 9 PM SHARP TONIGHT.

2006-08-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

seriously, DAMN PW!!

2006-07-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

met a few of e soccer girls today at queenstown. and it was so qiao, huimin and shiyi met diana. SAME MRT. man, imagine shiyi's excitement. hahahaha! shiyi pls stop having so many boats. u have claudia, bA***** already. and now what. u still want beckham?! (looks below) LOL.

after that left for ndp preview w sh n bekah.
the red seaa. i love the sight of the kallang wave. and at night when everybody on the torch. and when everybody sing "COUNTONMESINGAPORE" tgt. haha

CHEESE.

the cap in the fun pack! very nice!

HELLO HELLO? haa

woohoo fireworks rockss

:D

in case u are thinking. im not doing tt act cute pose. im pointing to e tattoo on my face. haha. it says "MADE IN SG" and i am proud of it :D

oh. and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X8EUqGKsBNc wahaha JUSTFORLAUGHS.

2006-07-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

BOOOOOOOOO. how isit possible. he got new gf! even the unbreakable fairytale can break.

not tt it's my business anyway. but boo

2006-07-26T05:45:00.000-07:00

[EDIT] this is the real chewy! (got this pic frm ida's blog. ) haha.

pet's day in tj today! to my surprise, the response was much better than i expected. hahaha. early in the morning had this pets parade thing. most of e pple who brought their pets were dog owners. omg. u knowi used to be damn terrified of dogs. n dogs din really attract me tt much also lah. but this morning i looked at the pple + their pets. made me want one too. haha. it's like really a companion la. and so cute! and dogs are v loyal. haha. anyway after sch had some competitions gg on lah. like putting 2 hamsters in a maze and see who gets out first LOL. and carrot eating competitions for rabbits etc. saw the cutest pet competition. haha. man. CHEWY DAMN CUTE!! it's the ONLY DOG that really attracted me it's damn... handsome? LOL i dnuo wad word to describe. e other dog valentime (ithink) was cute too. cos e owner tied its fur on top of its head (hahaha wierd description). anyway. wa i touched chewy! wahaha. damn cute la. i think today e dogsd were rather tame. as in they nv bark at strangers! except abigail's dog (buddyi think). hahaha. tts y i dare to touch. aiyah. duno wad im talking. anyway better go study for maths test n chem spa tmr. 0_0. long day ahead tmr. let's take a look at chewy's brother, bitey's picture. haha :P

2006-07-24T00:52:00.000-07:00

dong-dong-dong. kushinbo. wahaha. woohoo the food rocks. much better than paris, genghiskhan. and its not v ex also. consider the quality and variety. but thank goodness we could only eat for 1 hour (promotion).. ask me sit there and eat for another 2 hours i will die.

my first plate of food!! the chicken kebab thing was REAL good man.

miss blackie

wahaha. towards the end i was really dying. esp when coming back to e table w the desserts omg. i really felt like puki*g and abit giddy (im serious). somemore air con quite cold. felt damn sick la. but stlil e food was good. hahaha. walked aroudn suntec after tt to digest . LOL. and im happy with my 2 purchases =D

oh man. now im back home. there's somuch work to do.

2006-07-23T19:47:00.000-07:00

The most selfish 1 letter word - I - avoid it.
The most satisfying 2 letter word - We - use it.
The most poisonous 3 letter word - Ego - kill it.
The most used 4 letter word - Love - value it.
The most pleasing 5 letter word - Smile - keep it.
The fastest spreading 6 letter word - Rumour - ignore it.
The hardest working 7 letter word - Success - achieve it.
The most enviable 8 letter word - Jealousy - distance it.
The most powerful 9 letter word - Knowledge - acquire it.
The most essential 10 letter word - Confidence - trust it.

haha think dunmanians wld have seen this b4. miss ling showed this during errr national day celebration last yr (i think)

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't
and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart.
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own. When you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

anyway. no school today! kushinbo laterrr =D

2006-07-23T10:07:00.000-07:00

some things i need to say. but i cant. duno how to either.

dun like to see things i dun wish to see.
bottomline: why bother when u know that _________________________

u noe wad are the 3 things i cant stand the most
1. pple not trusting me
2. pple with no manners
3. pple who react differently to different pple under same situations.

honestly? it's been such a long time and i think i've had enough of ____ n its really time to stop. the end.

hah. dun comment.

2006-07-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i went jogging on my own! wahaha. so since i'm waiting for myself to cool down b4 i can bathe i shall make use of this time to blog! went to sch to support guys match haha. tj vs ex tjcians i think. e weather was SO hot. and even while sitting in e shade e sun kept moving and the shades kept moving and we had to keep shifting in -.- . anyway tj guys won haha. after tt was lunch and back home to slp.

and after slp went tm to meeet miss sharon lee to get present for xh's bro. we're 2 indecisive girls. keep asking each other "how ah wad to buy ah" haha. decided tt our last resort was to buy ferreros. after tt called xh for help and she asked us to check out 77th street. which we did n bought e present there. haha. met the rest after that and off we go to xh's house. man it was a long walk frm tanah merah mrt!! anywayyyy..

haha it was too crowded in the function room so after dinner here we are at her house.. karaoke =D anyway the food was good.

me and sharon! "hey hey. funny face". haha sec 3 level camp!

tall may and shortie me.

it's the ladies night =)

after that we went back to e function room to cut cake. the cheese cake was HOHO. damn good. after tt everybody started to go. oh ya. is the whole singapore linked to each other? we happened to meet derrick there.. who was there to attend his friend's brother's bdae party (same as us). . AND... yx met her cousin there.. who was the caterer's brother's wife. damn qiao. haha. oh and xh's bro's friends are 2 ventures tt yx know (and damn scared of hahaha). and his another friend (kanekane the one whom i almost thought looks like jin yuan but not so in real life cos prettier in photos) is my grand senior in dhs choir!

ying xiu was damn zi high lah please. it was alreay like what..12 plus. and kept pulling us to play BLIND MICE with her?!?! HAHA. and we played SNAP.. and borrowed MONOPOLY.. and Erm tried to off e lights in the function room to have miniclubbing LOL BUT we din have any good clubbing songs so we ended up replaying it's like tt by mariah carey at least thrice. but it was fun though =D

wierd combi but somehow we're linked. hahaha

and anyway i dun tink u're reading this yx but THANKS THANKS THANKS for the ride home at wad.. 2am?!

oh and read someth frm reader's digest. it's about this ex miss universe and she adopted this daughter. and altho e daughter so young but she's damn smart n cute lah!! LISTEN TO THIS.

mum: We're gg to play opposites, Renee. What is biological?
daughter: Boring. Bcos everybody's born from the stomach
Mum: and what is opp of biological?
daughter: Adopted. And adopted is special. it's born from the heart. I am adopted and I am special.

2006-07-20T02:18:00.000-07:00

supposed to have lessons til 430 today... and post mortem econs til 630.. but i left sch at 1.45! haha. cos i din bring my chem tut, so no point gg for 2 hours of lessons, n p.e after tt, n post mortem econs after tt since we alr have e ans keys. hoho. save time. anyway. yesterday was HAPPENING? haha. racial harmony ytd. erm not many people wore ethnic costumes. but 2 tt really left a deep impression on me was the girl in kimono (and her umbrella n e way she walked in small steps on stage hahaha really like traditional jap girl) and the girl in thai costume (duno wad isit called). REALLy pretty lah. then got golden sticks sticking out of her hair. hahaha. ok not a v good description.

anyway fast forward. went to the senior activity corner opp tj to do some pw stuff. supposed to play games w e elderly there n take photos of e interaction between students n elder lah. b4 the bedok view students (who were v nice to allow us to take photos n videos of them) arrived, 5 of us started fooling around with wad..marbles? wahaha. like kids w no childhood like tt. stand in a circle, take one marble n kick to each other see who cannot catch. LOL. fast forward, they arrived, took pics, took videos, talked to some of the elderly.

ahh i like this lady here! v nice to talk to her. hahaha. somemore she was teochew n i was speaking in my damn lousy hokkien n she understood me. felt damn bad cos most of e time i either din catch wad she was saying then just nod my head and orh.. or i keep asking her to repeat her questions. there were even times i couldnt think of how to express wad i wnated to say in hokkien then i "err..er.." and she filled in wad i wanted to say for me la! hahaha. im gg to develop this photo and pass a copy to her =D

went back to sch after tt to watch interhouse soccer. and its off to cartel for dinner w e girls!

guess who they're imitating people. haha

man pls look at the food. and huiqi's sad macaroni (haha =x)

ahh dun kill me.

a nice simple relaxed dinner =D caught up with each other's lives. heard lx's ahem story on repeat mode. (HAHAHA. until this day im still feeling so glad for u girl. must tell us everyth abt mr animal pls LOL).

ok last but not least. LOVE frm MY HEART gg out to all of u!

shall go play ball with the wall outside my house. hahaha. Cya

2006-07-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

tired. tired. and tired. these few days i've realized the importance of time. dun like to waste time n slack ard. haha. anyway. after sch today went to the singapore sports museum to get some stuff for pw. went w brenda weijian jiesheng. man. e 2 guys are funny. wahaha. entertaining. anyway. it was at e national stadium. took a peek at the ndp stadium. so nice lah. the vip stand there. got flowers somemore. wished i got tix. nvm. hopefully luck is with me so tt i will win the tix thru some straits times quiz!!! anyway, e place was small. started fooling ard w e captehs n e 5 stones hahaha! they quite pro lah. i couldnt even play 5 stones properly. -.- . anyway. a grp of pri sch kids came. VERY CUTE. esp e sight of them playing outside e place. hulahoops, skipping rope and all tt. wahaha. ok fast forward.. until 7+. went to watch some s.league match. b-o-r-i-n-g.

random thought. a question has always been lingering in my mind for a loooong loooong time. but recently some things i see really made me wonder. how does our brain work. as in. how does it decide wad stuff do we remember n wad stuff gets out of our mind?
a) we only remember about people/things tt are more important to us
b) we only remember things about pretty/handsome people (lol)
c) we remember things tt are more extreme (e.g. when we're super happy/sad etc. basically things more significant)
d) our brain dont select. it only remembers wad it does when it is in a happy mood. (heh)

its option a i suppose. ha.

tonight - 南拳妈妈

2006-07-16T04:00:00.000-07:00

看着镜子里的我
心里的话不敢说出来
会不会解脱 tonight
yea i wanna cry i wanna cry
直到你明白
我的全世界停在tonight
i wanna try i wanna try
有没有未来
不准谁遗忘变坏tonight

divalafutbol

2006-07-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

oh man these few days have been tiring. duno why. keep falling aslp during lectures. must be the post-worldcup-syndrome. haha. anyway. today was divalafutbol. went to turf city. damn ulu lah tt place. anyway. wahaha. erm tried gk in 2 games (ithink). it was really a heart-thumping-experience. both teams got thru e first round! 2nd round.. e other team lost to mojo (haha nice name). our team.. same grp as SA and kitkat. haha. all 3 matches played with each other was a DRAW. soooo it was on to penalty shootout.

bekah the goalie of the day. haha. look at how serious she is pls. and kitkat was really nice lah. keep cheering for tjc. esp for bekah. haha. so we also cheered for them. SO it was like 2 teams (tjc and kitkat) vs SA. Lol. talking about SA.. wa think they quite bad. nvm. anyway. haha. e penalty shoot out went on for many many rounds but was still draw draw and draw. so in e end drew lots n kitkat got in to the nxt rd. some of us stayed to cheer for them n til e end. they wont return us the deposit til e vip comes anyway cos they wan all of us to stay.

us and kitkat!! they were really fun lah. haha.

then after tt went toa payoh interchange there for dinner. man the whole dinner was really funny. hahaha. train abs. kept niaoing shiyi about bazhang. HAHAHA. and talked alot of stupid stuff lah.

EVERYBODY LISTEN UP. miss tan's joke of the day.
-looks at claudia's fishball noodle with only one fishball left in the bowl-
"what do u think mr tong will be singing now?"
"lonely... i am so lonely... i have nobody... i am on my own". wahaha.-.-

now doesnt seem tt funny alr. nvm. it has been a long time since i laughed SO hard for SO long.

oh. and now a GL joke. wahaha
"i am not fat. i have muscles tts all"

2006-07-11T02:21:00.000-07:00

italy's captain!! damn cute. wahaha

and italy won! wa people who got the tix to watch live are so lucky la. wa imagine im an italian n i go n watch my country win. woohoo. tt moment must be damn sensational. haha. go sg for the nxt wc! hahaha. anyway wc end alr. quite sian acty. lol. duno y, but im getting quite used to slping so little. watched e finals at justine's house. b4 tt went karaoke w e girls. madness. wahaha.

oh and we got to go sch at 12pm for sch instead ytd! haha. but seriously, e sch say until so nice, say got halfday, in e end still had lessons til 430. -_-.

ok i duno wad to say alr. trying v hard to think of anyth significant tt happened over e past few days but cant really remmeber anyth for now. HAHA.

oh n i suddenly like nanquan mama! their new songs nice. esp tonight.

2006-07-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

ah po's bdae today. 86th i think. haha. went concourse there to eat. nice dinner. nice time catching up with cousins. all of us grow up alr. hahaha. cant wait for ah hwee's n lizhen's wedding nxt yrrr!!!

me and the birthday girl =)

after that, on the way home, passed by the DHL air balloon place. so we decided to go in n have a ride!

ON TOP OF THE WORLD!

ah. love my brother. he's so cute. n i have to say he's been a v nice brother. wahaha. altho soemtimes he also pms. today our whole family keep niaoing him about his breaking voice la. damn funny. haha

family =D

2006-07-08T01:21:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish.
that there is this human like robot.
who understands n care abt me
so that i dun have to explain wads troubling me.
yet e robot always there for me.
and better still if it has a magic crystal ball.
so it can clear my doubts.

lol. went for cell grp after many many mths of disappearing. went adeline's house cos she's leaving for aus to study..soon. so booked e function room n celebrated some of their bdaes plus katherine's baptism (she's got baptised this afternoon ahah). and so i took 14 home. and u know usually ez link cards.. when u tap.. adult n children's fare is different one right. so i tapped mine.. and i went on top of the double decker bus. omg seriously do i look so old. at the nxt stop.. the bus uncle specially stopped e bus n came up and asked me to show him my ez link card leh. cos he suspected i trying to act young n use a student's ez link card to tap. pls la i not so niao. haha.

hate it when pple lie.